high school sweethearts

sorry i aint been on in a while i got real busy with school. friends. homework. a boy. and heartbreaks. but all is good again. but here is how its been. soo i made it through my freshman year alright and made a ton of new friends one being a boy named jacob. he has red and freckles just like me and is a total country boy/cowboy and hes a total sweet heart. my friend taylor (also a redhead) introduced us through text the night before christmas eve i remember she sent him a pic of me and he said i was cute so we started talking. i fell in love immediately cuz i knew he is the one for me. he asked me out new years. a week later his parents made us split up cuz we had never met before. we were still in love. it didnt take us long to stray away from each other but it was never very long and we were back to talking like a couple in love again. we had a few fights where we didnt talk for weeks on end. and the jealous boyfriend or girlfriend that wouldnt let us talk to each other. and through that he managed to lie to me from january to july and was dating these other girls and not telling me. each time he did that he broke my heart. but i still loved him. we managed to have one fight that was actually caused by us for once and didnt talk for a month. we still loved each other. when we started talkin again he was datin sara his bestfriends little sister and we were sophmores now. she broke up with him in september and i was there to call and comfort him, like always. he invited me to go to black top boogie with him. i was really nervous cuz it would be the first time we meet. i got there before him and saw him walk in....i hid behind my bestfriend. i was textin him cuz i could see him. he was standing directly behind me with his friend kenneth like 30 feet behind me and he was lookin straight at me. he looked soo handsome in his plaid shirt, belt buckle, blue jeans, and boots. it took him 15 minutes to notice me after i even pointed myself out. when he walked up we were both blushing. my bestie and my mom had to leave cuz my bestie got sick so i stayed cuz my mom was coming back for the show. we were alone for 30 minutes..... i loved it. later on at the show i was in line for autographs and he walked right past me with his friends and cuzin and left with out sayin goodbye. it really hurt. and i told him how it made me feel. he owes me a movie still and that was in september. we decided to go on a date in october but i had to cancel due to reasons i dont want to talk about. but he came over that next thursday to hang out. we were outside alone in the dark and he was seeing whose hand was bigger. i knew he wanted to hold hands but i played like i didnt know. he said u cant take a hint can u and i said i know you wanna hold my hand im just waiting for u to grab it on ur own. and he did. the next thursday i was sick and he called and we were talkin and he pops the question... he asked me to be his girlfriend. duh i said yes. but i was sooo sick i had to miss homecoming. when he came over that next thursday we kissed...my first kiss. hes always sweet to me. hes the man of my dreams. a few weekends ago i was at his house and we were watching movies in his room and we were cuddling and he asks do u mind if i take a nap and i said no ill take one with you. an hour and a half later i woke up to him smiling and watching me sleep. he said your soo beautiful when you sleep. i told him hes a liar. tonight we got in a fight cuz he made me feel like he didnt care no more.... but i was wrong. he does care. i told him not to waste his heart on me and he said if thats wastin then id give it all.... it was the highlight of my day. but besides all that ive got awesome grades except in math. lol. we built a robot in engineering. mine was beast, it was a tractor. but besides me how have yall been this school year so far?????