i wish to be away
in a land full of dreams
just you and me
having fun like we always do
loving each other and making each other happy with a smile on their face
my smile, is cause im happy i love you and no one else
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Saturday, December 22, 2012
high school sweethearts
sorry i aint been on in a while i got real busy with school. friends. homework. a boy. and heartbreaks. but all is good again. but here is how its been. soo i made it through my freshman year alright and made a ton of new friends one being a boy named jacob. he has red and freckles just like me and is a total country boy/cowboy and hes a total sweet heart. my friend taylor (also a redhead) introduced us through text the night before christmas eve i remember she sent him a pic of me and he said i was cute so we started talking. i fell in love immediately cuz i knew he is the one for me. he asked me out new years. a week later his parents made us split up cuz we had never met before. we were still in love. it didnt take us long to stray away from each other but it was never very long and we were back to talking like a couple in love again. we had a few fights where we didnt talk for weeks on end. and the jealous boyfriend or girlfriend that wouldnt let us talk to each other. and through that he managed to lie to me from january to july and was dating these other girls and not telling me. each time he did that he broke my heart. but i still loved him. we managed to have one fight that was actually caused by us for once and didnt talk for a month. we still loved each other. when we started talkin again he was datin sara his bestfriends little sister and we were sophmores now. she broke up with him in september and i was there to call and comfort him, like always. he invited me to go to black top boogie with him. i was really nervous cuz it would be the first time we meet. i got there before him and saw him walk in....i hid behind my bestfriend. i was textin him cuz i could see him. he was standing directly behind me with his friend kenneth like 30 feet behind me and he was lookin straight at me. he looked soo handsome in his plaid shirt, belt buckle, blue jeans, and boots. it took him 15 minutes to notice me after i even pointed myself out. when he walked up we were both blushing. my bestie and my mom had to leave cuz my bestie got sick so i stayed cuz my mom was coming back for the show. we were alone for 30 minutes..... i loved it. later on at the show i was in line for autographs and he walked right past me with his friends and cuzin and left with out sayin goodbye. it really hurt. and i told him how it made me feel. he owes me a movie still and that was in september. we decided to go on a date in october but i had to cancel due to reasons i dont want to talk about. but he came over that next thursday to hang out. we were outside alone in the dark and he was seeing whose hand was bigger. i knew he wanted to hold hands but i played like i didnt know. he said u cant take a hint can u and i said i know you wanna hold my hand im just waiting for u to grab it on ur own. and he did. the next thursday i was sick and he called and we were talkin and he pops the question... he asked me to be his girlfriend. duh i said yes. but i was sooo sick i had to miss homecoming. when he came over that next thursday we kissed...my first kiss. hes always sweet to me. hes the man of my dreams. a few weekends ago i was at his house and we were watching movies in his room and we were cuddling and he asks do u mind if i take a nap and i said no ill take one with you. an hour and a half later i woke up to him smiling and watching me sleep. he said your soo beautiful when you sleep. i told him hes a liar. tonight we got in a fight cuz he made me feel like he didnt care no more.... but i was wrong. he does care. i told him not to waste his heart on me and he said if thats wastin then id give it all.... it was the highlight of my day. but besides all that ive got awesome grades except in math. lol. we built a robot in engineering. mine was beast, it was a tractor. but besides me how have yall been this school year so far?????
Monday, January 30, 2012
freshman year so far :)
okay so yeah imma freshie this year and its freakin awesome and ive learned that the people i thought id hate forever i ended up falling in love with and so far no disappointment. i started talking to this really cool guy named jacob and hes amazing hes wat ive wanted my whole life hes as close to a cowboy as i can get here in arkansas. hes treated me well so far and apparentlly really cares about me and i care about him too but then there is dustin the kid that got on my very last nerve last year but yet i hated i thrived on when he would tease me cuz i loved it. well apparently i loved him too and he loves me but we got together and it didnt last long he needed to focus on his school work so he wouldnt go to juvie but any ways maybe this whole thing with jacob will work out weve been talking for over a month now and i smile every time i hear his ringtone....... hold on i got a text from JACOB :) :):):):):):):):):)........................ ahh i love talking to him lol he makes my dad better no matter how bad a day it has been!!!!!!!!! :) i hope he knows how much i care about him never met him before but i will soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, September 22, 2011
school
hey bloggers hows the school year for yall so far cuz mine is awesome im lovin nineth grade and freshman choir though i wish my intro to engineering design class was as fun as i thought it would be mr hubbard made tech ed so much fun he always had us doing some activity. missing mr hubbards class.
Sunday, July 31, 2011
summer and high school fixin to start yipee
my summer has been awesome i tricked an enemy and made alot of cool friends and even started writting a book. high school started two weeks ago and im and loving 9th grade. my fave teachers so far are mrs lavendusky for choir, mrs whaley for english, mr hall for keystone, mrs fee for preap geometry, and mrs norris for introduction to engineering design. all my favorite subjects except for one is missing. my all time fave subject and best subject in school in science my science teacher this year is crazy, ive got a lot to handle this year at least i wont have to deal with mrs rivers.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
summer so far
my summer so far right now at this moment im sitting on the couch babysitting the almost nine year old twins hunter and justin we are taking turns playing halo. on sunday the 12 of june i left for orange beach alabama for beach camp with my church. got back on the 16 of june had a blast. just cant figure out how to pass the time though its gonna be a long summer hopefullly ponyboy sodapop and darrel are having a better summer than me.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
the wind by natalie olive
the wind blows the trees around me. the dry, hard, and crumbly earth blows into my eyes.the wind blows the hair on the kids outside playing. its summertime so i'm inside hiding from the sun. the sun hates me and loves to burn and dehydrate me. but the wind is my friend and the sun is my enemy.i turn off the t.v., get up off the couch and grab my kite. i clench the oily sunscreen in my hand as i walk out the back dooor into our back yard. the wind is perfect for kite flying. just as i get to put the kite in the air i remember the sun. i grab the oily sunscreen bottle and spray it all over me rubbing it into my skin. i get my back as good as possible and throw my kite into the air. it catches the wind pushing it up into the sky. i let loose some string and my kite raises higher into the sky reaching for the clouds. my kite soars above me like a hawk searching for its pray. i feel the wind start to die so i reel in the string to lower my kite so it doesn't crash and rip. my friend in the air says goodbye with a soothing breeze as i walk back into the house.
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